Cumaean Confession

Photo Unsplash/Michal Pokorny
Photo Unsplash/Michal Pokorny

by Bianca De Nobrega Silva

I head home to unload the dishwasher.
I know metal mouths await me         — gaping,        screaming
like Sybils,        swallowing what I cannot. 

Like the priestess, I age indefinitely;
                I fill the coffee machine with water. 

The heels of the world        hammer my spine— 
Atlas undone        on the linoleum floor. 
No altar flame to bless this, 
no candle lit to see        what curdles in the        dark

It speaks clearly at night 
keeping me awake in bed— 
        with my voice buried
                beneath dishes,
while rough hands move through tomorrow beneath sheets. 

Small enough now to fit inside a jar. 
I wait to be asked what I want. 

Morning yawns its command.
I rise again.
        Unloading metal mouths,
                lighting candles for a God
                        who has forgotten my hands.


Bianca De Nobrega Silva is a Brazilian writer whose poetry is born of passion and stems from a curiosity for every kind of love and pain within the human condition. Silva earned a Bachelor’s of Arts in Psychology and English from Penn State University and has published poetry and essays in Kalliope, Folio, and KLIO.

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